Unappreciated??!

Have you ever come accross this situation?

Have you?

Now I'm asking you, how do you feel?

That is what I'm feeling right now.

Being here in this fu**in racist company make me sick. Really² sick!!!

I'm not demanding to have more bonus, more attention, to be a boss, to be the best senior and can be known on the floor, coz I know they won't be able to provide so.

But pls do appreciate me and other staff who struggle too hard for this company.

February 12, 2009, I'll be 2 years already in this company but what did I get so far?

Promotion? No!

Compliment? No!

Complaint? Yes!

Cursed? Yes!

Being yelled everyday? Absolutely YES!!!
So, how do you feel?

This is all I can do...

I don't know what to do now since recession is hitting badly to the whole country, Malaysia is not excluded. Due to the economic crisis, I realize it's possible to get a better job (a job especially) at this time being. I'm stucked!

This is what I feel too when a person that we called as friend, ignore me all the times. Yup, I admit, I need attention from all my friends and family member. I'm very manja and fragile! That is me, Pojie. But pls don't use such a cliche statement, "Xde masa la", "Aku bz la", "Uiks, skrg mmg byk problem, xsempat nak reply", "Sori xde kredit" and bla³ whatever! Xde masa? Hello, berapa jam korang idup sehari? 13 jam jer ker..? 24 jam jugak kan? Sm cam aku, so pls stop being that hectic. A very bad reason for me. I'm not demanding to have a call for hours from you, just say "Hi" via sms is good enough for me. Xde kredit? What I can suggest to you, CAMPAK HENPON TUH DALAM LOMBONG! Just a lame excuse. Macam xde public phone, or tumpang sesen dua anto msj via hp kwn n bgtau, "Sorry, I've no cdt, will catch you later. Thx for remember me", is that too hard? Btw, from what I know from my end here, if there's no cdt for more than 90 days, the line will be terminated am I correct? So, itu adalah ALASAN! That is what we called "Unappreciated". Bukan nak mintak dijulang dan ditatang, cukup lah menghargai diri ini and keep in touch with me. Ini tup² dgr citer dah kawen la, dah fly la, dah mati la. Bg mesej setahun sekali time² wish raya, mana nak tau citer kan!

Whatever reason, for me it is just an excuse to escape yourself from being blaimed, am I correct? Xkisah la sbb sekarang konsep Pojie senang jer, "Threat People Like What They Threat Us". So ko lupakan aku? Ignore aku? Senang jer, xpayah nyemak² muka kat MySpace, penuhkan contact list dalam fon, DELETE is the best way, terus abes cter. So pasnih klo mesej aku then kene reply blk ngan soalan kekwat, "Do I know you?!", so paham² jelah ok! Klo ada org ckp "Treat People Like What You Want To Be Treat", but no more. Kdg² Pojie rasa Pojie dah ckp baik dan berlembut ngan org. Pojie rendahkan ego Pojie, zip mulut Pojie dari bersikap lantang, kurang hajar dan bermulut lazer, now no more. I LOVE BEING MYSELF. Xperlu bpura² utk menjaga hati org, sedangkan hati sendiri xterjaga apatah lagi org nak jaga, JANGAN HARAP!

For those yg sayang, memahami dan sering keep in touch with me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! I do not know how can I appreciate your kindness. Pojie berdoa agar kwn² Pojie yg betul² memahami konsep kawan (dan sahabat) kat Pojie, sentiasa dilindungi Allah dan mendapat kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat. Semoga persabahatan ini kekal buat selama²nya.

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